MY OWN WASTELAND
I have yet another project to finish but I chose to loll around surfing the net and improving my friendster blog! What a waste of time…but I am such a sucker for wastes of time.
Later, I surely will regret.
Nothing is so special that calls for a think tank this morning. Today is in fact a very ordinary day, with the exception that I can foresee a brewing storm this afternoon, when I will have to cram with my work again. Tsk, tsk some other professional peers of mine would think of me as an unprofessional wannabe upon learning of my methods. Har har har! But hey, I’m still learning. Anyhow, this is part of my planned practising.
No honestly, my biggest problem lies in my self-discipline. I think I have a very minimal supply of that virtue in my body. Yes, very minimal, I am always out of stock. (another har har har har).
Now that I know about my weakness, isn’t it time that I start addressing it? Should I not rethink about my whole past and then start a slow and gradual change with myself? Should I not start a self-improvement program that will soon transform me into a new person, (just like a caterpillar turning into a butterfly, har har har)? Nay, I’m feeling too lousy to begin today…har har har har… (this laugh is courtesy of my friend Harhar as in Harold hihihi) Shucks! What a nonsense.
Damn it! I really am not this lousy, maybe it’s because of hormones. Maybe not. I don’t know. I’ll think later…first I have to finish this damned project…
What a nonsensical ending to a complete waste of time and effort. Then again, this is practice.
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